"person" as in meredith and christina "person"

unless you know grey's you probably wont understand this.

i like the feeling of having my own place. it some what signifies growing up and having freedom. i can imagine going home to a comfortable home, stocking up my fridge, arranging my toiletries, ensuring that the towels are freshly washed..cooking our own meals, having friends over. yes, all the things associated with having a HOUSE. but of course that includes cleaning, money, alone time etc etc. nevertheless, i'm just upset that i let myself think of all those things and then now its back to sharing a toilet, going home to a bunch of kids, not having freedom to do whatever i want/go wherever i want to at whatever time..

its the logical decision but its disappointing.