im a pessimist.
and i know it because nothing ever is good enough
i expect the worst out of everything, and i automatically presume the worst in all kinds of situations.
i guess it is perhaps another branch of being a coward.
why is a coward a coward?
because he thinks that something will go wrong. thats why he doesnt dare to take the step.
so why does he think things will go wrong?because he is a pessimist.
and he is a pessimist because he is a coward who never ever does try anything because everything looks like it will go wrong...

yeah thats about it.

i've gone through a fair share of this to expect the worst.
and my superpower pessimism kicks in.
i think i know what is or will be the weakness here.
and then again, none of it is ever perfect.
never.

this must be the aftermath of blackswan
disturbed.