today is a suffocating day!studying on sats always feels like that:(

and i realised something today as i walked past the log cakes and fruit cakes wrapped like presents piled up in cold storage..and when the christmas songs started to play. that i always feel a tinge of sadness when this time of the year arrives..maybe its because the year is ending, maybe its that i'll be one year older, maybe its all the things that have changed since then..the thought of christmas always seems so dark and quiet and empty?

then it reminded me of: