Had reunion dinner yesterday..which is like one week earlier coz uncle is busy on actual day..everybody is like so grown up already..this year we had to treat all the cousins as teenagers and not kids already..everybody was trying the alcoholic drinks enthusiastically..n its actually quite interesting to see how different everybody is compared to last year..played mahjong also..n the sad thing is in my mum's seat, we lost every single round..she lost a grand total of 30++ bucks..how pro is tt..while my cousin who is only 14 won 29..he just had the luck man..lol..so all the cny tidbits are on the table already..previous years all the bottles n cans were sealed til the first day of newyear..but because this year everybody came over for reunion dinner everything is open already..wad does tt mean..it means tt i'll actually be eating like a pig for more than one week..congrats..

vday on wed..i wonder how it'll be like this year..first time we dun have to go to school on day..heez..but need to work..can i take a day off?lol..

im going thru this state of confusion tt i dun really noe who u are..rrAHHHhhhh
n it sort of all began since the many incidents last dec..
n everytime i think about all of this i feel like i cant breathe properly:(