i think i prefer the days when we were still studying more..not that i like studying that much, but back in school, nothing seems to matter much besides the exams..even if we had to mug like crazy, get all stressed up, there was still an aim..most importantly, everybody was so dependent on each other that problems never pop up as frequently..everyone around shared a similar problem, same purpose that made life so much easier..we just held on to each other because we knew we will be safer that way..now that we all disperse into our world, everything seems to be falling apart, problems here and there, emotions up and down..time at work seems so long, but time for frens seems so short and limited..what kind of freedom is this when we are all feeling so emotionally tied down..



learning to trust is hard Hard HARD
with all the widening gaps, lesser time, gaining exposure
its getting more n more difficult:(