HAPPY BELATED (BY 1 HOUR) BIRTHDAY TO ME
AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONEEEE!:)


now that i've really gotten down to typing that..i realised i dont have much to say! like all my plans went haywired since yest tt im like stuck between my somewad "dream" n wad really happened..so im kinda mixed up..anywayyy..yest was the skit thingy at cathay..many thanks to antz n tim for coming down although i doubt u all will see this..den was this christmas gathering thing tt was kinda hectic..but thanks for the cake aunty mary!!n the birthday song from vp:)after that was clubmomo..was kinda siannn at first coz there were too little ppl..but when there were finally alot of pple it got so smokey n yucky..plus watching soccer is so not interesting..i dun think i suit that kinda life..

so today i woke up at this horrendous hour..which is one in the afternoon..after sleeping at four yest..had lunch lazed around abit and it was time to go..thinking tt i have to reach by 3 oclock..but i was wrong:( many many thanks to all the youths who remmebered my birthday..wished me happy birthday and thank u for the birthday present n the christmas presents!!!so wonderful..first time i get so many christmas presents in my life!and they are all so thoughtful and nice:) had a great time carolling n of coz enjoying nice nice food..pictures tell alot more but i din take any:( yupp..so it was a great bonding session too:)n im glad i met u pple!!


merry christmas again to all!!






so i guess its through times like this tt u really see who is there and who isnt..through the good n the bad, the joys n the downs..many years of friendships can actually disintegrate despite this festive season..people just stop contacting, stop caring..n it happens to be people whom u were close to n u expect to be there..or just as simple as a msg to show tt they care..i admit that i've drifted away..n its something tt i really regret..not being part of the crowd anymore. not belonging is always my greatest fear..this is a lesson that i've learnt..that i have a part to play in this too..i have to do my own work n to take my own initiative n of coz to balance well..because at times, u get disappointed by the person u most love n have given up alot for..